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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Well, it's almost the end of the school term, and for the sec 4s, we don't really have much of a holiday at all. Its all going to be study, study, and MORE STUDY. Doesn't that just suck? Well, life isn't fair. Guess we just gotta change what we can and make do with what we have. The start of the holidays means the start of absolute mugging for me. I so don't want to be in that position at the beginning of next year crying because i flunked my Os badly and people not accepting me because of my miserable results. That will also force dad to travel through another round of sheer disappointment because we didn't do our best, and therefore make the effort that he's put in to pay for our education not even close to worthwhile.
Thus, i have made a promise to myself. This june holidays (which technically isn't a june holiday because of the amount of studying we have to do and the amount of times we have to go back to school), i will study and study and study. What's more, is that Mark is going to make sure i do it. Besides, he has his own work to do as well. So that helps to decrease distraction. So, looking at the june holidays as more of a study break than anything else, i will make that time useful for my own good. I want to see myself get far and i need to start NOW! omg i just realised that this post is so not even me at all..like no 'hahaha's or anything like that..
I also don't want to see my friends fall behind. I want to see every single one of my friends successful in life, and persevering and never giving up.
And here i end my reflection... haaa yes... But i do want to end it on a happy note.. Besides all of my problems, mostly school-based, i'm grateful that i have such a wonderful family. Although they can be very irritating at times, and we do have our little tiffs, we still manage to get along after that and cannot stay angry for long at each other.
Beside that, i'm also very grateful for the spectacular friends i have.They have always been there for me and even though we do also have our little tiffs, we still get along after that. Friends like Audrey, who is my best friend (besides Beverly who is still close to my heart even though we don't talk that much), Sonia, Paula, Lisa and so many more, who have shown me the true meaning of friendship.Thanks guys.. :)
And last, but certainly not the least, is my boyfriend Mark. He puts up with my irritations with astounding patience (my friends also do that.. no idea how these people do it). I never knew i could love someone so much. He has taught me so many things, and one of the most important things he told me was that its a choice to be happy. No matter how angry, or irritated, or sad i may be, he is always there (so are my friends) to support me and to back me up, and to keep reminding me that its a choice to be happy, and in the end its still my decision no matter how much he, or any of my friends help. thanks sweets :)
So, thanks to everybody who has helped me in one way or another in my life, because no matter how small, each and every one of you have made one or more differences in my life. That definitely made me who i am today.
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